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Journal Entry: Sat May 3, 2008, 3:56 PM
  • Mood: Stuck
  • Listening to: Flogging Molly -(no more) Paddy's Lament
  • Reading: Bram Stoker - Dracula
  • Watching: Kamen Rider Kiva
  • Playing: City of Heroes, Timesplitters: FP
  • Eating: Food, generally.
  • Drinking: Drinky... things.
Ok, this'll be a whiny mcbitchboy journal. Beware.
Also, this isn't about anyone or anything specific. Just had one of those moodswings and need to get some stuff off my chest.

Basically I feel absolutely pointless right now... Me, in my big fat entirety.
I feel as if absolutely everyone is passing me by at all aspects of life... no wonder. I'm 23 years old and currently living with my mother. Not that odd in todays society, deffinetly not in this country where unemployment is the way it is.

So how is my life right now?
I'm unemployed. If I couldn't mooch of parents I'd be homeless. I'm single. And I have a complete and utter lack of confidence in absolutely everything right now.
I can't draw. I can't write. Two of the things that generally makes my life feel better.
I just don't feel any inspiration. At all.
Maybe I just need sleep.

But... yeah. That's my mindset right this very instant. I feel like just another uninspired loser, in a sea of the inadecuate. Of course, there are islands in this sea, where the talented reside. Right now, that's not somewhere I belong...

Yech.. emo panda.

I could go on and on, but... I think I'll brush my teeth instead.

For the record, the rest of the day was good. It's just the last hour or so that my mood dropped.
I think too much.
And this time I wanted to get atleast a portion of it off my chest.


I am taking requests right now, for those who care... Or rather, suggestions of sorts.
That is, feel free to make requests. If I like the idea, I'll take it on.

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: Alot older than 2.
  • Current Residence: Back in Hell. More or less.
  • Interests: Finishing my stuff. I am startin' to get backordered on my projects.
  • Favourite movie: Oh so many... Gimme movie or gimme... chocolate.
  • Favourite band or musician: Flogging Molly, JAM Project, Rammstein, Silver Bullit, and i can keep going you know...
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Blues, Jazz, Classic... in short; Most.
  • Favourite artist: Shirow Masamune, Takahashi Rumiko, my older sister Victoria, Chuck Jones.. + many others
  • Favourite poet or writer: Terry Pratchett is one, as well as H.P. Lovecraft. Both amazing and great inspirations.
  • Favourite photographer: Don't know any names Oo... Frida, I believe her name is, is amazing for instanse.
  • Favourite style or digital art: Anime/manga/Cartoonish, realism, and all the lovely bloodsoked bits in between :3
  • Operating System: Windows XP... why? Because it came with the computer, what can I say?
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp... it'll do^^
  • Shell of choice: What is this... shell, you speak of?
  • Wallpaper of choice: A very stylish one =3
  • Skin of choice: Considering yours... may I tare it from your flesh and bone? Pretty Pleaase?
  • Favourite game: Of all time? Super Mario Bros 3 I think.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Super Nintendo. A hard choice, but the SNES was kinda perfect, dont you agree?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Nr 1 at the moment; GIR... and most other Zim-characters...
  • Personal Quote: "The Skittle that looks like a rock, never said hello to his neighbour". -Kirbunkles comic
  • Tools of the Trade: For some reason, I have found the computer to be most useful for writing, and pencils great for art.

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~animeator:iconanimeator: May 3, 2008, 4:00:04 PM
You're quite welcome :).

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
~SadisticKoma:iconSadisticKoma: Apr 30, 2008, 11:17:52 AM
Thanks for the fave. =]

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"Give me life, I'll give you death."
~animeator:iconanimeator: Feb 3, 2008, 1:22:52 PM
Most welcome =).
It was quite :+fav:able.

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
`Pixydream:iconPixydream: Dec 22, 2007, 4:10:41 PM
Many thanks ;)

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~animeator:iconanimeator: Dec 18, 2007, 3:36:20 AM
No prob :).

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
~Luna-JMS:iconLuna-JMS: Dec 16, 2007, 7:04:08 PM
Thanx for the fav! :heart:

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Live life to the fullest and always be yourself :heart:
~Winstar:iconWinstar: Dec 14, 2007, 9:48:16 AM
If A Fat Guy Grabs U and puts u in a bag, don't worry I told Santa I wanted u 4 Christmas!
Send this to 10 people u care about including me!
SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL YOU LOVE.
1-3= Not So Loving..
3-5= Uhh...
5-6= People like you
6-7= People luv you
8-9= Damn People ADORE you
~animeator:iconanimeator: Jul 16, 2007, 11:29:40 PM
You dastardly, dastardly man =P.

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
~gerogerochan:icongerogerochan: Jul 16, 2007, 1:46:04 PM Mood: Stunned
Steals vicously you msn and asks questions later. hehe
~animeator:iconanimeator: Jul 15, 2007, 10:06:58 AM
You're welcome Max, you deserved it.

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
~MaximumOverdrive:iconMaximumOverdrive: Jul 15, 2007, 8:12:10 AM
Thanx for the fav!

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Make a reploid happy, leave a comment. If you don't, then you make a sad reploid, and a sad reploid is a step away from an angry reploid, and an angry reploid is a rock's throw away from a nasty Maverick.....

Dear god...the cute...it's so...eeeevil...
~animeator:iconanimeator: May 19, 2007, 4:27:27 AM
Huzzah :D

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
~Haigakon:iconHaigakon: May 10, 2007, 1:55:06 PM
ty =D

new pictures up as you can see and this one is the new improved deviantart from my part
~Haigakon:iconHaigakon: May 9, 2007, 1:43:45 AM Mood: Amazed
Im back!


Peter here, changed from Nioz to Haigakon with new improved illustrations
~animeator:iconanimeator: Apr 30, 2007, 5:17:27 AM
Most welcome :worship:

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
~animeator:iconanimeator: Apr 11, 2007, 7:25:35 AM
You're welcome :glomp:

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
~animeator:iconanimeator: Apr 11, 2007, 7:18:21 AM
Thats ok^^, I'm happy enough if people like my stories.

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
~vanitachi:iconvanitachi: Apr 11, 2007, 5:39:07 AM
Un! I must check it! Thanks! ..but i'm weak in English so it's hard for me to say something about style of writting... :(

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My and Little Lady Punk's "Naruto" doujinshi: ~akatsukiss
My first manga "Haraqiri": ~vanitachiharaqiri
...et omnia vanitas :blackrose:
~animeator:iconanimeator: Apr 9, 2007, 4:13:25 AM
So do I XD.
Have a bunch of shortstories in my gallery. feel free to read :)

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
~vanitachi:iconvanitachi: Apr 9, 2007, 4:10:13 AM
Hope to one day read your book as pleasurously (?!) as his ones! :heart:

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My and Little Lady Punk's "Naruto" doujinshi: ~akatsukiss
My first manga "Haraqiri": ~vanitachiharaqiri
...et omnia vanitas :blackrose:
~converse:iconconverse: Apr 9, 2007, 2:15:14 AM
wee! thanks for the fav!!!
~animeator:iconanimeator: Apr 7, 2007, 5:34:34 AM
I know, its lovely.
"Pictures" is one of my all-time favourite books, I just love it.
Hope to one day be half as good as he was ^^.

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"There is no such thing as a moral or immoral book. Books are well written, or badly written. That is all." - Oscar Wilde.
Also; "Before you ask; Yes, I am as strange as I seem"-me.
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